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Thursday, April 24, 2008 ♥
♥ 3:11 PM

Ok. First of all on 18th of April, finally I get tu meet hym... Gosh... It was like, I can’t describe it... I still can’t believe it happened… How I wish that I could relive the moment again… Hais... It’s the day that I know that he really love me.. He have changed soo much.. So much different from the last time I met hym.. He has become more caring and romantic!! Yesh!! Whenever I look back tu those times, I just can’t stop smiling.. I hope people wun think that I’m crazy.. Haha.. I also met with hys friends, one of them is Rosnadia.. I also played badminton wit hym.. Ros shouted that he sucks in badminton and I agree… LOL! Not that he really sucks, it’s just that I’m better than hym.. LOLS!! Now I really missed hym.. I wanna see hym everyday and I know that’s impossible.. It’s okay.. I guess I have gotten used tu it..

okehh, dix this the draft from my comp.. jz copy and paste! hehs!
Monday, April 14, 2008 ♥
♥ 11:31 PM

Fairytale of 150406
Itx alrdy been 2yrs.... Still can't believe we made it thru thick and thin together and we managed tu stay strong... Although at times I felt like giving it all up, I still endure and patiently waited fer this day tu come.. But, I still been wondering if u really, really feel what I feel about u.. I know u've told me before but i dun seem tu be convinced.. It's what u do that makes me feel curious.. Sometimes, I also see that there's no point of us being together "officially" cause it does not even make a difference. We rarely meet up and we always communicate thru phne and seldom talk in the afternoon. Itx like our "relationship" is only active during the night. I want everyone tu know that i'm yours and i'm the only one in your life. U have ALOT of gal frens and I dun want tu make a big "whuha" about it but I'm jealous.. I duno why but I just feel that way.. I tried soo hard tu communicate with ur frens but we are different from each other. I juz felt uncomfortable and awkward.. Can't u understand what I feel?? I simply duno how tu describe the way I am feeling ritenw.. Itx a mixture of sadness, happiness, loneliness, confusion and despair.... Times when i'm angry with u or i'm pissed off at u, I juz duno how tu express my unhappiness tu u.. I juz swallow it and forget about it.. At times when I couldn't take it anymore, I would juz let it all out (tu myself) and cry.... I know u also have bring ALOT of happiness in my life.. That, I could not deny.. I will never forget all the swit and beautiful memories we had together.. U make me smile and smile... U simply make my day brighter... But now, itx gloomly cause itx like u are never there.. Ur presence is not here.. I could not sense it..
Ichan... I really, really truly do love u from the bottom of my heart.. Even if I said that i HATED u, i did not actually meant if. I said it because u hurt my feelings or made me sad...

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Sunday, April 13, 2008 ♥
♥ 11:09 PM

One thing I'm wonderin'
When you run out of friends
Will you be coming back home?
Let's think this through again
Let's take a different spin
Why can't I leave you alone?
Somewhere tonight, you may be found
With some other girl you've been draggin' around
You lie to yourself, and you lie to me
It seems like the truth is your worst enemy
Cause baby I'm tired, tired of the fights
I'm tired of the lonely days and the dark endless nights
It's taken some time, cause I didn't know
If I could ever let you go
You helped me figure it out
I'm better off alone
Oh,I'm better off alone
Yes I am
I may be found, somewhere tonight
Cursing the day you walked into my life
What's done is done, I can't change time
But I'll be damned if I'm not gonna try
Oh I'm gonna try
Baby I'm tired, tired of the fights
I'm tired of the lonely days and the dark endless nights
It's taken some time, cause I didn't know
If I could ever let you go
You helped me figure it out
I'm better off alone
But every now and then, my heart gives in
To the hope that someday you'll change
Then alone I'll wake, to my own mistakes
That it's just a foolish game
I'm tired, tired of the fights
I'm tired of the lonely lonely lonely days and the dark endless nights
You didn't think, cause you didn't know
That I'd find the strength to let, let you go
I finally figured it out
I'm better off alone
Oh, I'm better off alone
One thing before I go
Something I've got to know
Boy, did you ever love me?
Better Off Alone - Katherine McPhee

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♥ 10:48 PM

I have alot of hmwks tu do and im still wasting my precious time surfing the net! Whats wrong wid me?? I'm tired but i can't stop doing what i'm doing.. And i knw i'm talking crap but i just write what i think and feel ritenw.. I'm sickk and tired of hmwks!!! My mind is nt functioning properly and although i'm worried abt my Malay hmwk, i just don't feel like doing it! I'm feeling restless & i hate it! I seriously fcking hate it! And dun even think abt my situation with hym.. I just dunoe how tu deal with it! Some more with school stuffs.. Simply wana give it up!! Feel like crying nw!!!! ICHAN!!! WHY IS IT SO FREAKING HARD TU SEE U HUH?????? I HATE IT WHEN I ASK TU MEET UP AND U R NOT FREE! AM I NOT IMPORTANT TU U??? WHAT AM I IN UR LIFE??? BLOODY HELL!! Ok.. Moving on.. I feel like giving up on school.. I can't take the pressure.. It's too damn fcking hard fer me tu catch up in class. And now i dun have mood alrdy.

two more days and i dun freaking care.

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Thursday, April 10, 2008 ♥
♥ 9:07 PM

My mind is in a total blank ritenw.. I'm staring blankly at the monitor and wondering what tu write fer the past few minutes... And of course, i'm wasting precious time.. Supposed tu do my hmwks but i'm wasting my thinking what tu write wen i nid tu think about how to strt my EYE Witness Report and Malay Compo.. I'm in no mood tu do my hmwks... I jz wana slip... Thank god i finished doing my Math although some of the questions i skipped.. Tommorrow gona be another long day fer me... Got CIP and i think i wud be gg home late (i think so).. Den, saturday is another busy day fer me.. Only sunday i get tu rest and do all my hmwks.. Hais.. What the hell am i talking sia?? I'm talking crap ritnw.. So tired... I can't think straight sia...

okehh better strt cracking my head.. toodles~

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Tuesday, April 8, 2008 ♥
♥ 10:44 PM

17 Ways to Manage Stress
  1. Be active. Exercise lifts your spirits and helps you feel more relaxed.
  2. Eat Right. A healthy, well-nourished body is a better stress-fighter.
  3. Avoid caffeine. It can make you feel edgy and tense.
  4. Get enough sleep. It's hard to deal with stress when you're tired and run-down.
  5. Express your feelings. Talk about them. Write about them. Stuffing or ignoring your feelings can add to your stress.
  6. Laugh it up. Laughter reduces stress.
  7. Know how to relax. Learn and practice relaxation techniques-deep breathing, meditation, tensing and releasing your muscles-and other ways to calm down when stress strikes.
  8. Get organised. Have a place for everything and keep everything in its place. Then you won't get stressed-out trying to remember where you left your books, your keys, or something else you need right now.
  9. Simplify. Are you cramming too much into your days, nights, and weekends? Prioritise your activites. Start saying no. Make time for yourself-for things you like to do. Including, sometimes, doing nothing at all.
  10. Build strong relationships. Family members and friends can be your support network when things get too stressful.
  11. Be a planner. Get a calander and write down your projects, test dates, and other important stuff. Make a homework and study schedule you can follow. Planning will help you feel more in control of your life.
  12. Talk about your problems. Find someone you trust and can talk to. Share your problems. Ask for help when you need it.
  13. Don't sweat the small stuff. Figure out what really matters and let other things go.
  14. Get a new attitude. Try seeing your problems and pressures from another perspective. Learn to accept the things you can't change.
  15. Forgive your own mistakes. Are you hard on yourself whenever you mess up? Tell yourself that mistakes are learning experiences. At least you know what not to do next time.
  16. Be yourself. Trying to be something or someone you're not can be stressful.
  17. Be happy with what you have. Instead of thinking about everything you want, think about you already have. Maybe it's enough.

Source: Life List-For Teens


♥ 10:38 PM

11 Warning Signs That You're Under Too Much Stress
  1. Having more trouble with teachers.
  2. Needing a lot of sleep-or not sleeping well.
  3. Wanting to eat all the time-or never eating.
  4. Headaches, stomachaches, colds, infections, sore muscles.
  5. Escapist behaviour-overdoing one thing (TV, music, studying, sleeping, Web surfing) and ignoring other things.
  6. Withdrawing from friends and family.
  7. Crying for no apparent reason.
  8. Feeling like an idiot.
  9. Feeling restless and anxious; worrying all the time.
  10. Feeling like everything is out of control-like you're out of control.
  11. Depression, sadness, crabbiness, the blahs.

Source: Life Lists-For Teens


♥ 7:23 PM

12 Serious Reasons to Laugh
  1. Laughter boosts your respiration and circulation.
  2. Laughter reduces the stress hormaones in your body.
  3. Laughter stimulates your immune system so you're better able to foght off infections and diseases.
  4. Laughter triggers the release of feel-good endorphins, the body's natural painkillers. It gives you an all-over sense of well-being.
  5. Laughter is good exercise. Researches estimate that laughing 100 times is equal to 15 minutes on an exercise bike. Hearty laughter is a workout for your whole body.
  6. Laughter gives you a different perspective on your problems. As comedian and actor Bill Cosby has said, "If you can laugh at it, you can survive it."
  7. Laughter builds and strengthens relationships. As comedian and pianist Victor Borge liked to say, "Laughter is the shortest distance between two people."
  8. Laughter raises your self-esteem. You feel more confident and relaxed in social situations. Tip: It's more important to have fun than to be funny.
  9. Laughter makes you feel more optimistic about life. You're less likely to feel sad, hopeless, anxious, and despressed.
  10. Laughter releases pent-up negative feelings-like anger, frustration, and fear-in a positive, healthy way.
  11. Laughter can make you more alert, creative, relaxed, resilient, and productive. It can sharpen your memory and improve your skills in decision-making, negotiating, organizing information, and word association.
  12. Laughter is free.

Source: Life List- For Teens


Monday, April 7, 2008 ♥
♥ 9:11 PM

ARGGH!!!!!!!!!!!!! so fucking fedup with hakhim!!!!!!!! stupid arse!!! who r u tu say that i and hym dont suit together?!!!!!!! eventhough u r my fucking fren, u dun EVEN knw hym well enuf tu say dat!!!!!!!!! i'm soo damn fucking mad ritenw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dun wana start a fight so i juz dun say anything... wth!! pantang datuk moyang aku bile org yg tk brape knl aku ckp gitu mcm!! i knw la u juz wana give me advise but pls la.. give advise that are related tu my studies or health! not my personal life!! ASSHOLE!!!! jgn msok campur hal rumah tangge org laen la SIAL! i am reli frustrated ritenw!!!!!!!!! KALAU KAU AKU NYE KEMBAR, TKPE TAW! NIE KAU ARU KWN AKU JEK BODOH!!!! ARGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! STUPID STUPID STUPID!!! i tink i wana cry ritenw..... i cant believe that he said lyk dat.. that makes me change my opinion of hym as my fren!! i cant believe u ruined it!! WHAT THE FCUK! nw i got no mood tu do my coursewrk redi.. all ur fault la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okehh.. gotta calm myself dwn && relax.. i need CHOCOLATE ritenw.. i need something that can calm me.... i need hym by my side tu console me..... but i knw he cant.... should i tell hym abt dix or should i juz keep it tu myself?? i cant take it anymore!! IM RELI FEELING MISERABLE RITENW!!!!

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Sunday, April 6, 2008 ♥
♥ 9:30 PM

I’m all alone at home... Doing nth... Juz playing the comp and watching TV at the same time… I’m soo fucked up sia! The wireless internet is not connected and I have to write my blog on a draft Microsoft word first! Haiyo!! I juz only wana go tu my friendster and give hym comment… Now have tu wait fer the STUPID wireless get connected tu other adapter… Hais… Itx alrdy 2.30pm and I still hvnt bath yet... Haha... And I hvnt even started on my hmwks!!! Arrggh!!! And dun even think abt my coursewrk! I thought of finishing it by this weekend… Lucky tmr got no F&N… But I think nid tu stybck uh... Duno luh... I’m getting more and more restless now… Tmr got PE and I am not feeling quite well... I’ve been coughing and coughing fer the past few days… And hvnt got better at all! Humph!! Idiots!! I’ve been wondering why people write their blogs in English and not in Malay.. Maybe life’s like dat and some things juz can’t changed in most people.. I wana write in Malay but I know once I write in Malay, my language will mixed with English and I dun feel comfortable writing in Malay.. Even in my real diary, I have always been writing in English.. But, I juz wana tu see at least one blog that is written in Malay.. I guess I juz have tu wait and see… I wana go out with my galfrens la dey! (WHEN R U GUYS FREE???) We plan going tu Clarke Quay and unwind a lil bit and take alotx of pictures!! I miss Syu soo much!! I wana see her! And her lil baby sister!!


Finally, the internet is connected at arnd 9.30plus.. Hais.. Juz wen i was abt tu do my hmwk sia... Argghh!! Soo many distractions!!! =(


Saturday, April 5, 2008 ♥
♥ 8:13 PM


Before going out...


The menu..


"Semangat" seyy.. Actuali, i was going tu laugh..


Twinx taking with the menus :)


Dearest Kak Lin && Kak Tik


The bdae cake!! Kak Lin bought it at Secret Recipe..
(Chocolate Banana)



Smiley!!



The two bdae "babes".. Hahaha..



What the hell am i doing sia? Hahahahaha!!



Swit couples.. Cik Pai && Cik Musa


My drink!! Banana Smoothie.. Yummy!! (only @ $4.80)


Enjoying my drink :))



My food!! Grilled Chicken with Chips! (Only @ $6.90)


Candid!



Outside Mad Jack Cafe
♥ 5:33 PM

HELLOS! Yesterday we went tu Mad Jack Cafe at Bukit Timah Rd tu celebrate our dearest Cik Pai && Mak Etam's bdae.. It was fun!!! At first i hv no mood at all cuz i was rushing tu get ready and mum was nagging.. Blah blah blah.. Aniwaes, wen we get there i tot there's gona be alot of ppl eating there cuz it's supposed tu be a restaurant bt i was amazed that nt much ppl are dining in.. I got tu say that their service isn't as gud as Swensens.. Hahaha.. They dun hv their own uniform and we hv tu write our order and gv them and hv tu pay right after we ordered.. But i cant deny their unbelievable CHEAP, CHEAP food!! It yummy and CHEAP!! (Guys, after O levels when we hv enuf $$ we go there okeh? hehe..) They also sell Chesse Cake.. (Intan, fer ur bdae i belanje u dat okeh?? Hahaha..) Okeh moving on... Then after that, our famili && mak busu's famili went tu Mustafa Centre.. We got back at arnd 230plus lyk that..

Yey!!! Finally got tu tok tu hym on the phne!!! Yebedabedoo!!!!! Hahaha.. (kn aku da start bobal mepek.. haha) Aniwaes, it was fun toking tu hym && i get tu knw hys fren, Fizah, who move tu France.. Her english is soo perfect, like seroiusly.. Im soo jealous of the way she talked.. I din tok much though.. Itx the first time we knw each other and i jz kept quiet! Hw stupid am i????? Actuali i wana tok but im shy la.. Hahah.. (malu kepale otak kau la bacen!) And to me, itx jz awkward tu tok tu her and itx alrdy lyk 4am in the morning and i was feeling soo sleepy so, i jz hear them tok lahs.. After that, we both tok until 6am plus in the morning... I RELI WANA SEE HYM LA!!!!!!!! Itx not lyk we live soo far away sey... Okeh la.. Gotta go..

10 more days tu go && i'm still waiting patiently.. (:

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Thursday, April 3, 2008 ♥
♥ 11:37 PM

my mind is blank and im very tired.. i thought of posting another entry but it's getting late and i need to get away from the computer.. itx lyk i'm addicted to blogging.. i also need to wait for hys call.. long time never talk to hym on the phne.. i also duno wad happened to hys phne.. i cant cnct hym and i duno he's using whose number... AND im flabbergasted that he comment me!! hahaha!! itx lyk a dream sia.. i nvr thought that he will comment or even view me.. hahaha.. OMG!! math hmwk!! arggh! tmr ken do la.. duno why i'm so lazy these few days.. CT2 is juz ard the corner and i ken still laze ard at home.. hais.. oryts.. gotta go nw..

until then...

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♥ 12:20 AM


Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracksand now
I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon its again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
Ah, la peaceful melodys
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love love

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with meah, la one big family (2nd time: ah, la happy family)
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love

I won't hesitate no more
Oh no more no more no more
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved, I'm sure
Theres no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

No I won't hesitate no more, no more
This cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours, I'm yours

By Jason Mraz

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Wednesday, April 2, 2008 ♥
♥ 9:28 PM

arggh!!! stressed wif my research and dvlpmnt laa!!! im still way ahead on my dvlpmnt and nw i ken still idle arnd and surf the net.. stupid rite?? haiyoh!! and im distracted with all the things arnd me; hp, tv, internet.... hw will my coursewrk be finished?? i need someone to push and motivate me.. cz nw im not motivated at all.. i knw i ken do it but im jz plain lazy! im also worried about hym.. i tried calling his hp lyk more than 10 times.. i worried abt hym.. he usually will contact me but nw, if i wait, it feels lyk a waste of my time... i want hym to knw dat i cant stop thinking abt hym.. i reli love hym.. i reli do.. dix coming 15th April will be our 2nd year anniversary since we knew each other. and ever since i laid my eyes on hym i knew my life's gona change.. and it did change.. it changes everything.. hais... dats all i ken do ritenw.. jz sigh and sigh.... my mind cant function properly..
alright.. better get my brain cracking..... until then......



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