let me get this straight alright? my patience has it's limits. how long more to i have do take this kind of crap? pardon me if you people don't understand what i'm ranting about. i'm feeling frustrated with somebody. well, mostly with myself. i don't like posting about something that is sad and miserable. but i can't help it. i feel like i have to. i want my happy and lunatic behaviour back. it seemed to be gone since when i don't know. you think underneath all that smiles and laughter i have nothing to worry about? well, you're wrong my friend. i faked them cause i don't want anyone to feel sorry for me. i don't like to be in a negative kind of mood whenever i'm with people. okayokay, i know i'm not the only living person in this universe feels this way. everybody has their problems and so forth. i should be lucky that i do not have a mental illness. although, i think i might have cause i'm crazy most of the time. do you guys notice that now, i rarely talked much about boyfriend in each posts? haha. i do not notice it till now. okay, that is so random. anyway, talking about him, he's asleep now. i have nobody to talk to now. well, like as if i have the mood to talk to somebody. pfft whatever. so yeah, before i forget. i have alrdy watched Slumdog Millionaire, like finally seh. haha.
this photo is ugly? i don't care what you guys think. i like it. thankyou intan for taking this photo.
it's a candid shot actually. i didn't even realise that intan took this picture. i was enjoying the breeze. i'm like a bird, ready to fly. LOL.
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p/s: i wanna set my life straight. i don't want it to be complicated anymore.