Here We Go Again;

Wednesday, October 7, 2009 ♥

♥ 2:42 AM

obviously something is not right here.

whether you notice it or not.

the problem lies with you.

well, mostly and i know i have some issues that i have yet to settle with.

we're going nowhere right now.

i don't know how to tell you what i'm going through.

cause i'm afraid you might not understand.

you don't know how difficult it is for me to avoid you and hurt you like that.

i don't want to do all those things to hurt you but you made me want to hurt you even more.

it's the simple things that you did that hurt me.

sometimes i have the thought of giving up.

i don't have the strength to go on anymore.

it's taking away my time and energy.

i'm not the person you used to know.

i haven't been so cheerful these days.

when i'm with you, it feels different.

i have to put on a fake smile on my face everyday.

i can lie to all those people but i can't lie to myself.

i won't ask you to change cause i know you won't.

just don't make me feel that 'those' people are more important than i am.

take care.

Labels: it hurts me more than it hurts you.

Atyqah ♥

♥ Yours Truly.

Nur Atiqah Bte Shaharuddin
The name Iqa is known to most people.
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